So right now I’m feeling pre-first date nerves. I am finally going on a date with someone I met on the internet.
Enter stage left……. MrJ
I can stand a give a lecture to a hundred people so why am I feeling this bout of nerves.
Rejection. The possibility of.
I guess when it comes down to it we don’t want to feel rejection.
I’m fortunate. My nerves are ebbing and flowing like a wave.
I buffer between nerves and my usual realist self.
I have nothing to lose if there is no connection.
Possibly something to gain if there is one.
At the very least; I’ll have a drink in pleasant company and a bit of banter.
Maybe make a new friend.